I am on a highway to hell. I've come to this conclusion: I hate church. I don't believe in the crap they dish out early Sunday mornings. I'm not going to stop swearing, its just too much fun. I hate being around people who say "Praise god" when they get a bagel. I just would rather have fun and go to hell than be a dried up prune and go to heaven.

Im going out with my grandmother today, and she is ultra god-loving, church going, pro-religion. I am NOT going to enjoy going to a movie and then lunch with her.

So, to sum up. I will no longer refer to myself as being a christian.. it isnt fun at all. and i DONT care what Rosemary has to say. if she wants to give me some kind of a breakthrough to "prosper as a christian" I hold no remorce in bitch slapping her.

I feel better.